Wednesday, September 7, 2011

My wrath

I am me. I try not to be anyone else but me. Sadly, some self-righteous people who think they are better then me, have been trying to bring me down because I am outspoken and don't try and sugar-coat shit. I appear to be calm but on the inside, you have no idea how much it hurts to be seen as someone less than worthy of love. I love life, and I live it the way I see fit. My family know me well and they also know that if ever anyone came in my way, I would remove them without even a care in the world. I try to be nice to you yet you don't see the good in me but invoke my wrath everytime I speak my fuckin' mind. Am I not worthy?? Who the hell do you think you are calling my home a bloody brothel??? Have you ever seen me walk in and out the front door with random men like I was some 2-bit hooker?? Do you even know how much that hurts??? You think you are perfect on your high horse, sitting there and fuckin' judging me like I was meat on parade. You don't know the first thing about me. It only goes to show that you can't handle the truth and you can't handle me being myself. I will not bow before anyone except God. He gave me a mouth to speak with and that is what I am doing. If I hate you, I'll tell you in more then just a few lines. If you piss me off, I will make your life hell. If you think I will get on my hands and knees and beg for forgiveness then you got another thing coming because I am my fathers daughter and he brought me up to believe in myself and what I stand for. I can be your best friend and worst enemy if you cross my path. Don't test me. Don't even fuckin' try. I will break you and everyone and everything around you. I know for a fact this note alone will cause a lot of drama but then again, I care less about what you fuckers think of me. You started a war and I swear I will finish it. I have so many amazing friends who genuinely care about me and I'm not hard-up for your attention or affection. They love me for who I am and I only have time for them. The respect and concern I had for you is gone. I do not want to have anything to do with you, not in this lifetime or the next. My patience stops here and now.

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