Chapters of my dark life on the world wide web. Something that comes from my heart, the depths of my soul. It isn't plain-sailing nor is it a walk in the park, but rather a part of me that I wish for others to learn from. Misery made me who I am today. That and "strength", something that was drummed into my head by my Knight in Shining Armour (wherever he may be right now!). Hope is not lost in the world. It is what it is.
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
My wrath
I am me. I try not to be anyone else but me. Sadly, some self-righteous people who think they are better then me, have been trying to bring me down because I am outspoken and don't try and sugar-coat shit. I appear to be calm but on the inside, you have no idea how much it hurts to be seen as someone less than worthy of love. I love life, and I live it the way I see fit. My family know me well and they also know that if ever anyone came in my way, I would remove them without even a care in the world. I try to be nice to you yet you don't see the good in me but invoke my wrath everytime I speak my fuckin' mind. Am I not worthy?? Who the hell do you think you are calling my home a bloody brothel??? Have you ever seen me walk in and out the front door with random men like I was some 2-bit hooker?? Do you even know how much that hurts??? You think you are perfect on your high horse, sitting there and fuckin' judging me like I was meat on parade. You don't know the first thing about me. It only goes to show that you can't handle the truth and you can't handle me being myself. I will not bow before anyone except God. He gave me a mouth to speak with and that is what I am doing. If I hate you, I'll tell you in more then just a few lines. If you piss me off, I will make your life hell. If you think I will get on my hands and knees and beg for forgiveness then you got another thing coming because I am my fathers daughter and he brought me up to believe in myself and what I stand for. I can be your best friend and worst enemy if you cross my path. Don't test me. Don't even fuckin' try. I will break you and everyone and everything around you. I know for a fact this note alone will cause a lot of drama but then again, I care less about what you fuckers think of me. You started a war and I swear I will finish it. I have so many amazing friends who genuinely care about me and I'm not hard-up for your attention or affection. They love me for who I am and I only have time for them. The respect and concern I had for you is gone. I do not want to have anything to do with you, not in this lifetime or the next. My patience stops here and now.
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