I run to you

Another day dawns and I am right where you left me. Still a crumbling mess because I cannot seem to find my way out of here. You always knew what to say, and how it affected me. A single smile is all it took to take my heart away. The distance between us is so great and the chances of ever being with you is just as difficult as looking for a needle in a haystack yet I see you everyday and I say the same words over and over again - I love you.

You make me feel so alive and at the same time, I am dying inside knowing this union is short-lived. I don't want to dream about all the things that never were and neither do I want to feel the pain as it would do me no good, but where is this strength that I need so badly?

The greatest feeling in the world is to love and be loved and I found that with you. You render me speechless as I drown in your eyes. I enjoy this cruel and unusual punishment. I dread your calls and yet I am unimaginably excited to see your face! For a single priceless moment, I forget about the torment and the vice that clamps my heart and I'm madly in love with you! You make me laugh and cry at the same time every time! And yet I can't imagine myself doing this any different.

'Cause all of the stars have faded away
Just try not to worry, you'll see them someday
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

I know what is to come ahead and I know nothing lasts forever but if I had the chance to turn back time and change things, I'd do this all over again because I am hopelessly in love with you and wouldn't want it any other way. You taught me the meaning of being content and I am okay with this, I really am.

I made a compilation of music that reminds me of you and it plays in the background as I write this for you. You are my heart and soul and so much more. This torment is beautiful and I am crazy. All I want now is for you to never forget me - smile your beautiful smile when you hear the songs that have my name written all over it.

"I'm going back to the corner where I first saw you, gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move" - my love for you is timeless and true, my heart is yours to have and hold. You are the sweetest sensation and I love you!