threading over dark....

The idea to draw blood seems so good right about now. It would be the most satisfying thing I'd ever do if I had the chance. I'd like to see how fragile life really is, how easily it could slip away with a twist of a blade. I am that blade. Let them taste cold steel as I jab away at your heart and watch it bleed profusely before your body hits the floor lifeless and wasted. I have no qualms in ending your life. Where I failed to take mine, I shall be successful in taking yours. You cannot run or hide. I am everywhere. Let the Darkness take you now..............fade, fade, fade.

My Dark Life

Dark thoughts linger in the silent watches of the night.

My mind reveals the true nature of the human psyche. Malevolent and hurtful. They urge me to relay these messages to whoever will listen. rThe darkness beckons me to provoke fear, to strike fear into the hearts of men. I stare into the blackness and see nothing but chaos. The filth and stench of humanity. A disease of the soul. A corruption of the senses. A mockery of faith. Subliminal pain. Why do you walk alone? That shadow you make isn't yours anymore. The creature that follows you around is the face your mind created. Your alter-ego. A pitiful mask. Look death in the face. They want you. I hear them calling you. Beckoning you to join the Dark Side. A fine line between love and reckless hate. Such malice in their eyes, burning like a distant fire. Waiting to consume you, to erase every last ounce of humanity left in you.
It appeals to me yet I cannot explain why. The longing in me for the truth. Bend me to your will. Break me. Let evil seduce the very life in you. Fan those flames of hate. Fear is but a word in terms. Nothing more nothing less. I see you falling in the abyss with nothing to hold onto. Let go and free-fall. Close your eyes and let it happen.

Welcome to my Dark Life.

You will suffer me (an ode to my enemies)

A bullet in your head is how I want it
Your body on the floor - a kodak moment
You're a waste of air and waste of space
I want sharp objects to fly into your face
I hate you now more then I ever did
I wanna kill you, dig you up and do it again
I want a car to run over your head
Put it in reverse and do it again

And I would be lying if I said it wasn't true
I want very bad things to happen to you

It would be really great if you drowned in a lake
Or put a bag over your face and watch you suffocate
I'd celebrate at your wake, i'd bake myself a cake
'Cause you're my favorite person that I love to hate
And you're the reason murder should be legalised
If it was, you'd be dead and in the ground by five
Just in case I forgot to say -
I hate you motherfucker in the very worst way
I want very bad things to happen to you

Escape is futile

I took your breath. I robbed you off your life. Oh how I love to see you cry. I'm your nightmare in plain sight and you will fear me. Your screams just can't penetrate my insecurities baby. I couldn't care less. My heart stopped beating when you first said that you loved me. And now I hold you close to me, but I still don't feel a thing. You're so cold and blue, and now I must forget you. Some things are worth dying for, and I'm sorry that aint me baby. I'm sorry that you couldn't escape this curse of me.

Tonight I hold you one more time with the stench of formaldehyde in the air. You are my darkest secret and in my dark space is where I'll keep it. Your hopes and dreams will never see the light of day. I took your beauty, your purity. And locked it all away.

The foul stench is all that remains of your essence.